Sunday, May 15, 2011

maybe i need a career adjustment...


(had another photo shoot with kids and are this weekend! so cute :) )

what did i do this weekend, you ask? (well, no you didn't...but, let's pretend you did.) i worked. and i'm still working. and now, in less than twelve hours, i will be back at a job that i'm growing to loathe more and more each day. it's not the kids or my room...i love all that. it's incompetent management who lack the ability to communicate and make decisions that benefit anyone outside of themselves (though on a personal level, are very nice people) and the fact that i really have a problem raising other people's kids for 40-60 hours a week. it goes against everything, as a parent, i stand for...and i'm supporting it. everyday i get told by someone how they want their child raised, potty trained, fed, clothed, etc...and everyday i get told when i'm not raising their child correctly. it's frustrating to me and seems really wrong and i still basically work in a customer service field so i still have to be nice about it all. i love having my own room and the freedom to do what i want, but the overall setting leaves much to be desired.

ugh. anyway. here's another pic. i got up at seven this morning, to gain a couple hours in the day, due to anxiety about not being able to get everything done...and i rode the bike to caribou to eat some oatmeal, read the paper and have someone else make me coffee. it was during about mile two of the ride home though that i looked down and thought...'oh. do normal people ride their bikes with coffee in the water holder place?' i still don't know that answer that...

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