13 years later...i am done. ok, you can stop cheering now

(i'm loving the city this week)

i am having such a lousy day emotionally. remember all that 'why can't we be friends, make art, blah blah blah' shit from the other day...? yeah, well i take it all back. you are insane. you are a mess. you are violent and you are explosive. *whew* if i ever think we could be friends, please, someone remind me of this day.

like i told you, if i never see you again, it will be too soon.

other than that...yeah. so...um....how bout them twins? heard we're supposed to get rain tomorrow. going fishing this weekend? um...ok, that's all the small talk i have i guess.

i have no clue how to sleep tonight tonight...i'm really shook up right now. i brought this all on myself, so i can't really bitch too much, but still, that doesn't effect how real this is. i keep thinking of the best excuse to get me out of work tomorrow, but i'm probably being paranoid. i'm hoping i sleep tonight...that's all i guess...i think i'm going to keep the lights on though.