Wednesday, November 18, 2009

i wanna have the same last dream again, the one where i wake up and i'm alive...*

(just dangling...)

i know i should sleep but i can't.
again...it's like one o'clock--just a.m. this time.

there's so little i actually know lately though...
i know i should have ate something more nutritious than tots and cookies at lunch today.
i know i shouldn't have drank so much wine on a completely empty stomach last night.
i know i shouldn't be so terribly triggered by a few words that were said, over the above mentioned wine.
i know that i'm feeling oddly, semi-ok, about things. (though that could be sleep deprivation mixed with hunger pains talking...coma setting in...)
mostly though, i know that i have faith--and faith is enough to settle any uneasy mind.

but that's about it...everything else in my life, yeah...i don't really know...which i'm totally cool with. i mean, i never really have it all figured out so this pretty much feels normal. and i don't mind going with the flow--i don't need a plan.

i just wish i had some sort of idea as to how to act and what to do in the mean time...



(* angels and airwaves, the adventure.)

(and also...thank you, my friend, for unconfusing me regarding the p.s./p.p.s/etc... nonsense of yesterblog...my head was all fuzzy about that and ya fixed it. your research paid off.)

1 comment:

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