day two of having abbie around went well. this dog sheds like crazy though. i figure if i just vacuum like eight times a day it should be ok. and she doesn't shed like a hair or two here and there...it's more like a clump or two here and there. my dad made it to sturgis and he called to say hi, though i think it was more of a check-up-on-abbie call. either way...i'll take it. i always worry about him driving all that way on his bike...sans the helmet. he doesn't believe in them.i'm feeling stress in life lately. i don't know why. it's probably money...i actually spent some this time. it's like this i can't catch up stress that i'm struggling with and trying to combat before the inevitable melt down. these next couple of weeks are going to be pretty busy for me--i like being busy, but these upcoming weeks aren't really going to be full of the busy-ness i like. it's the busy-ness that feels confusing, smothering and chaotic. it's got me to the point where i'm constantly wrestling with these, 'is/was it even worth it' questions. i don't wrestle with those ever...i just do it and deal with it later...if i feel like it. i have really exciting things going on too, but they feel a bit overshadowed by the negative i'm feeling. it's hard not to get consumed in the negative, no matter how positively you look at life on a general basis. it's all for the best...i keep telling myself that. i'm just waiting to really feel like that too...
No comments:
Post a Comment