i had my heart set on running tonight. i have been craving that high all day. apparently, my guy has been craving the fish store that's almost 40 minutes away all day. let's see...i'm blogging at 7:30...guess who won that one...? what pisses me off the most is that he blamed me not going on me...he gets up at 5 in the morning and was napping when i got home from work. i let him keep sleeping...our kid said he had just dozed off. according to him, my allowing him to nap turned into me not getting 30 minutes of this day to myself...because, surprise, he needed to go to the fish store...and too bad, i'm just out of luck. oh wait, but he did suggest i go at 9 or so when he gets home...it's 35 degrees right now. after a day of melting, and then re-freezing and then being dark, i would have to be an idiot who wants a broken bone to do that. i am so mad at him right now. all i wanted was thirty minutes with some tunes to feel a little free and a lot better about myself...it's ok. i love surfing myspace, doing laundry, dishes, and putting to bed a crying kid. it's a great replacement to independence.
i am really pissed.
