crash. ouch.

(i balled melon today)

so this week, i am planning the escape. it's gonna be a big one...life's gonna be changin for me in huge ways.
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damn. that sounded so dramatic...and then, i just sat here and stared at those words, wondering what the hell it is exactly that i'm doing and what action i'm taking to get where i want. yeah...so i blanked. i got nothin. i'm just doing lots of thinking and weighing worst case scenarios and wondering how hard it actually will be to get back up when i hit the ground. not saying i will for sure...i just know me. i fall a lot.