*sigh*

ugh. apparently, when you give notice at your job...it's really hard to want to keep going in to do your job. i mean, i still care about it my job and everything--i just actually have to make myself care about it now.

for example: this morning it was raining, so i seriously considered calling in sick so i could listen to it in bed. i checked the traffic report because if the rain was majorly slowing things down, i was going to call in. it wasn't. so i laid there and thought all about the pros and cons of calling in--and there was nothing too convincing on either side of the argument. so i laid there some more and thought if there was anything i really needed to do at home. there wasn't. and i thought if there was anything i really needed to do at work, there wasn't either. so i just laid there and stared at the ceiling some more and then with a big sigh, decided: i have nothing better to do today...i might as well just go to work. and i did.