sto, ily

ah yes. my first actual outing since last monday (when i got the h1n1 diagnosis), was to the rink. and it was great. and hour and a half of a lung, head and pore clearing workout...plus, i got to hit stuff. it was perfect. other than that...hmmm. yeah. uhm. well, i got my own starship in star trek online, aka, sto. since i didn't get physically to leave the house, or even hang out with anyone (due to mostly being highly contagious and deadly with a cough), i joined the ranks of millions of other geeks and started playing an mmo. and ya know what...i freakin love it. like srsly love it. problem is, i'm too busy for this. i have a website that needs attention asap but all i can think is about how i can squeeze in game time. i'm thinkin twice a week i can spare a couple hours. in fact...wait...what am i doing here? i should be there. i have no kid tonight and i don't have to be at work until six am...so i have like, eight hours to play. heh. just kiddin. really.

this sucks

photo shoots and fun this weekend with friends and family. (see more pics here)

h1n1 on monday.

i'm the first confirmed case in two years in my area. i have parts of me hurting that i never knew existed...random skin in the middle of my back, joints in my hips and my lungs. my lungs are on fire. and ya'd think sleep would feel good but laying in bed makes me hurt more than it feels good.

five-ten days...quarantined basically. goodbye kid's christmas party at school, goodbye christmas present making with MY class and goodbye christmas, period. i already lost my 30th bday and halloween due to strep and sinus infection...and now christmas. i think i'm gonna sit back and let the depression sink in now.

i just pray my kiddo stays healthy...